http://www.advogato.org/person/xandi/ Advogato blog for xandi en-us mod_virgule Thu, 24 Jul 2008 13:17:48 GMT Mon, 15 May 2000 14:35:40 GMT http://www.advogato.org/person/xandi/diary.html?start=1 http://www.advogato.org/person/xandi/diary.html?start=1 04:32<br> -----<br> <br> <p> It looks good - The release is far from being good, its not really a release actually, but its something so the people see that we have progress.<br> Marc is doing all the announcements on freshmeat and opengl.org now - hope that some more developers become interested in our projects.<br> I think its very odd that almost 90% of the people on the mailinglist don't show _any_ interest. Thats _very_ strange, and its somehow frustrating. <p> <p> anyway Tue, 9 May 2000 23:09:24 GMT http://www.advogato.org/person/xandi/diary.html?start=0 http://www.advogato.org/person/xandi/diary.html?start=0 uhm.. my first entry.<br> should i celebrate that now? hmm, guess not... <br> actually i am asking myself why i write that, knowing that, if at all, people who read that do it by accident, and are gone as fast as they have come... :) but anyway, i talk to myself often anyway, so if private or in public.. where is the difference?<br> but maybe there is the unconcious need in me to write that in order to be enabled to come out a bit from that deep gorge of insignificance... but maybe i just force myself to write, just to have written at least one entry :) i realize that i use smiles even in a diary; its not the first time i realize that, but its interesting to see that i have the strong need to put facial expressions into _every_ of my writings. That is a very bad thing in guess.. if i use smiles all the time, i might loose the ability to express my emotions through words, which makes me poorer in some ways i guess. despite the fact that i can't really express my feelings anyway, especially not in english, it invokes a bad feeling.<br> anyway.<br> today i did nothing productive. i studied for my final exam, thus i haven't had much time to spend with 3Dsia.. i just cleaned up the code a bit, but did not implement any of the absolutely necessary features today. nothing. and how should we make the release this week?? impossible i guess.. <br> anyway, i am extremely tired now<br> school again tomorrow.. but just 20 days left!!!<br> <br> i think i can get used to writing a diary; makes fun and is good for my english :)<br>