Mavi (Happy Birthday)Today is mavi's birthday and I can't even wish her, :(
my bad. She is the topic of my blog today. Although she
deserve more then just a few sentences in my blog but for me
Blog is more reliable then my memory. At least, with the
help of this blog, I can guaranty I'll remember her always,
otherwise "Banday ka koie pata lagta hai".
We started our friendship in Oct 2006, during Ramadan
and ended in Jan 2007. During this short period of time, the
only/important thing which I learned from her was the
importance of a Friend. And no doubt she was the lady of her
words. It was me who thought beyond the boundary of
friendship :) and I paid the price in the shape of losing
her forever. And Again the decision was mine which she
accepted as, for her, it was acceptable as compare to
thinking beyond friendship.
It's all started when she gave me some importance and
showed care for me. Yes! this is the care which I referring
in my previous blogs. Well she was only doing for friendship
or in other words, she only had the label of friendship in
her mind and I took it completely wrong. And it took a
while(1){} to make me realize that "SP your are moving
towards wrong direction". I still remember each word we
spoke on phone in our last conversation and believe me, In
the middle of conversation I felt I'm forcing her make a
relation. Although she refused clearly in her words, "My
parents will not agree so drop this topic". I heard this
typical sentence three time during our friendship period.
That was the point which make me dig more to find out what
she want but as she used to say "Trust is the only thing
which matters more in friendship" and I guess I should have
believed her words in first place instead of giving her hard
time while digging more and interfering in her personal
matters etc...
Anyway, her thought about more often than she probably
can guess, and thoughts of her just naturally bring smiles
of happiness. Now, that today's her birthday, may each and
every warm thought, bring a wish for all the best in life,
and all her favorite things. Ameen
As her chapter is now closed forever, the only thing
which I regret is that she must have said once thats she
likes me and I would have done every thing for her.
Good Bye Mavi you spent some memorable time with me and
I'll always remember you as a good friend.