i definitely don't have the hypothetical anton's key thing described in ender's shadow (thank god). ... yes, if you've read the book that _was_ a hidden joke :)
i sometimes wonder if there was ever any significant brain-damage when i was born, because, hell, i just can't seem to focus on things that i don't consider to be important enough, and it drives people UP the wall.
[hey, btw, can you tell what new big words i learned last week?]
p.s. have you heard of transcendental meditation? it's a mind-control thing (starting with your own...)
p.p.s. that was another joke (for those people who think nothing that comes out of my mouth is funny or interesting)