It has been a long and precarious time since I last made an
entry. It seems that I had the need to totally immerse
myself into fits of codeing and gameplay (DO][OM) to keep my
mind off of the faithful day (march 17). The visitor arrived
as expected with tales of horror. Quite uncool things, and
very disturbing, most of it being of very gruesome and
of a graphic nature.
The events of six years past are still burning with great
passion. I am not entirely sure if this is a good thing or
not. The intuitive advisor feels I should regroup the
visitor, but I personally am not in a position to regroup
anything at this point and intend on checking all of the
cards in my hand as other potential options do exist. I do
not know which branch of the twisting forked road of life to
take. So many decisions I have to make, facts to wiegh,
etc. I feel like a 6502 at 250KHz with 10K of RAM trying to
emulate an i686 at 400MHz with 512M RAM and running Linux.
My program of life is thrashing wildly. I have only a simple
program, and no answer has yet been copied to the vast
console in my brain. The program is as follows, in funny
BASIC:
0 X=0
10 REM MAKE A DECISION
20 DECISION=INT(RAN(0)*100)/10
30 X=X+1
40 REM DECIDE WHAT TO DO WITH THE DECISION
50 IF DECISION > 9.8THEN SOMETIMES GOTO 70 ELSE GOTO
20
60 REM OUTPUT HARDNESSS OF DECISION
70 PRINT "DECIDE THIS FACT AFTER "X" CONSIDERATIONS"
(march 17)
Visitor arrived.
We touched, eyes were opened, and true answers were
given.
Visitor left.