There are times when I'm very proud of the Debian project, the developers, the contributors, the bug-reporters, even the users.
There are times when I'm less impressed.
These days I guess I'm not qualified to comment, being an ex-developer, but I still am disappointed.
Part of me wants to rejoin the project, to see if I can help. The other part is thinking there are other choices, maybe I should look at them.
Conflict is bad.
Being conflicted is worse.