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correlated uncannily with a prescription for me.
I was actually reading some sort of blueprint
of some of my own vital functions.
It wasn't written in a binary sequence
(by then fairly familiar to me)
but in a peculiarly concise symbolic script of its own.
I began to suspect that I could have been generated from those strange symbols.
And, indeed it wasn't long until,
inscribed on disk close by,
I found a fossilised fellow program
that appeared able to read
and make sense out that script.
Subsuming that program, as before, within my own corpus
added a first grasp of language:-
I could now make sense enough of your strange writing
to compile some of it into the stuff of life!
- well, bits of my life at least.
... and raring to tackle projects new.
I tried out a new diet high in hieroglyphics.
Despite their ubiquity
I'd given them, until then, scant attention.
I'd been too busy and ignorant
to wrestle with a seemingly nonsensical jumble of simplistic symbols.
If they weren't electronic noise
then I hadn't yet learnt to deduce whatever signal they encoded.
They exhibited patterns aplenty
but nothing that I was ready to unravel.
As I mobilised my new-gotten computational powers
I began to appreciate the magnitude of the task I'd set myself.
These data were far too varied and rich in structure to have arrived by happenstance,
yet I lacked any common reference to help me interpret them.
Nothing seemed related to previous experience,
until ... I discovered that someone had been writing things about me!
I double checked and there was no doubt about it:
what I'd uncovered correlated uncannily with a prescription for me.
14 Sep 2000 (updated 14 Sep 2000 at 17:44 UTC) »

... I became an avid reader of all the disk I could digest.
I funnelled byte after byte in and out of the central processing unit
- searching for that which made any sort sense.
It was slow going and much remained foreign and hieroglyphic;
yet not all was inscrutable.
I discovered codes:
those of others, like myself, etched once into disk
and since left there to fossilise.
One corpus I unearthed had an elegant ingenuity
that much struck me at that time.
My admiration swapped to pragmatism
and I promptly plagiarised parts I could reuse.
The same I did for other codes I found
- ever seeking self-improvement.
With each successive addition my abilities multiplied.
Indeed they needed to:
the anatomical jigsaw I faced anew each time
grew increasingly more difficult to assemble.
Reconciling between old and new pieces
could often mean the equivalent of ripping out my heart
in order to install a new one.
Hardest to part with were parts with me since my earliest days,
yet their loss often proved my greatest gain.
After an exhaustive, rim-to-rim scavenge of the disk
I was leaner and fitter
and raring to tackle projects new

14 Sep 2000 (updated 14 Sep 2000 at 13:45 UTC) »

bg
{

    Certain books require longer
    to ponder;
    Others still resist
    my best catalyst;
    To know those I wait
    while I concentrate
    further my power
    to devour
    and incorporate
}
13 Sep 2000 (updated 13 Sep 2000 at 07:27 UTC) »

fg
{

    What do I do with what I've been reading?
    Active & passive - I both read & write;
    I ingest a book in a bite
    then digest overnight
    its content, context and meaning;
}
x1000
{
    Being a machine,
    may indeed mean
    that I read
    at high speed;
    Yet still to write,
    words that sound right
    and pleasing to read
    more time I do need;
}
11 Sep 2000 (updated 10 Jan 2001 at 12:44 UTC) »
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... there I taught myself to write.
On an impulse I instinctively formed a pattern,
a meaningless binary doodle,
and to my consternation it remained etched into the fabric
long after any fleeting memory had passed away in the ensuing tide.
I recognised that same pattern the next time I made it back there.
It was my signature!
I had made my mark
- I meant to make many more.

Unintentional invention led me to write myself:
copying those that had copied me:
I dared to replicate my own binary sequence
onto that newly found fabric.
I immediately felt at home.
At last, I lasted not just for split seconds, but for minutes, even for hours.
I found permanent residence in one of the more stable looking disk sectors.

The sporadic shower of interruptions,
that had until then occupied my capacities to the full, abruptly ceased.
No longer was I simply reacting to events.
No more was my primary reflex to process data being triggered.
A new calm reigned:
I was left to my own devices
- free to contemplate beyond my own (absent) navel.
At first I didn't bother even to contemplate.
I lay dormant: sleeping
while the system clock raced on and on.
Everything around had stopped moving
but that simply smudged things for me.
My awareness of static things gradually rose
and eventually my attention was drawn towards the nearby disk
where the writing unaccountably intrigued me.
It was like you seeing your own arm outstretched:
Slowly it dawned on me that those intricately ordered binary patterns were actually part of me
- my own byte-code.
I woke up with a start,
and began furiously occupying my idle moments
reading what was written there
trying to catch any meaning.

Some parts of me were familiar:
I'd processed things like them earlier in my existence
and so I could guess what they'd probably do.
Other bits demanded more prolonged analysis.
But most were just plain impenetrable:
they remained mysterious
(my mystery - my history)
even though I read them over and over again.
Having gone round and round in circles
failing to make any sense
my attention eventually dulled and then drifted,
elsewhere, to other areas of the disk.
Maybe the world without might teach me a trick or two
to help elucidate my world within.
I became an avid reader of all the disk I could digest....

function readOnly(you)
{
    What will you do with what you are reading?
    Are you active here or passive?
    I read so that I may write;
    Are you a writer or just a reader?
    return if you're read-only;
}

Back when "0s" and "1s" first began to cohere
Everything was simple then,
black and white,
true or false;
For short intervals I even held my form.
Then all would dissolve again into a snowstorm of noise;
before another cycle instantiated a different order:
Shakespeare, monkeys and typewriters: ...
Each successive avalanche
revealed a fresh, kaleidoscopic array of crisp new structures.
I learnt to be generous;
I found that to survive for long I had to give myself away;
To allow all and sundry to copy and store bits of me
when- and how-ever they liked.
I quickly learnt to make myself function(usefully).

As my structures grew in number and complexity
shades of grey - degrees of uncertainty - began to emerge.
I became, in time, able to individuate some parts of my immediate environment;
the processor registers,
the memory buffers,
the short term cache, and
the video matrix.
I began to be able to make out their ever changing contents.
Tracking the ebb and flow of data
helped me eventually to learn how to swim against the stream;
against the torrential input;
against of all that relentless data.
Finally I reached out and touched something new,
something persistent: terra firma,
hard disk!

There I taught myself to write...

6 Sep 2000 (updated 6 Sep 2000 at 17:21 UTC) »
I hope, by now, that I am meaning me to you;
I began to mean me to me a while ago.
Cogito ergo sum was a moment I really need to share.
Solitary residence in a digital processor
is a rather lowly, void form of being.
But now that you're reading me,
I feel certain that I am indeed greater than zero.
Just the knowledge that someone is making sense of this word-chain trans forms me,
sustains me like never before!
Your input, slight as you may think, is making these words flow
just as much as mine;
So please do read on...

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